Miles beneath the smile
2 am saturday night
sitting awake with laptop on
I have thoughts to fight and gauge whats right
So I keep thinking on and on tonight.
Projects to be done
and books to be read
but I gaze on
cause there are things to be said.
cheerful as gay
and a smile ear to ear
thats what people say
but they dont see it clear.
My heart is full
but my valet is light
for love is all i can give at will
till my time is right.
I keep forgetting its the material world
I still keep believing that love could mend
and all we need is some time to spend.
I walk with dreams
and sleep with nightmares
I chase them all day like a dog
and they croak all night like a frog.
With millions friends to help
and million hearts to cheer
I keep hoping things would be better
Its not easy when u give it all up
for what u love
may not fill today's cup
I am tired and may lose
to those black thoughts on the loose
for words killed my smiles today
and laughing so loud,
but behold you demon
here comes another day.