Reaching out as far as I can
Have just realised the worst feeling of all is not fulfilling the commitment you made to friends. I am yet to find sometime to finish the story I started, Gosh feel like stupid moron now!
I am doing two semesters together in the college, so multiply assignments, excercises, classes and projects by 2 and you would get a idea of where I am right now ;P But I am enjoying it. I have learnt that there aexists a different kind of love, It has nothing to do with loving another human , its about what you love to do , its so powerful that it will consumes you till the last drop of your blood, thats your destiny, thats your passion and thats what you are here for.
I have cut my hair short so I dont need to comb it everyday LOL, A tshirt and jeans and I am off to college. I also realised why artists dont look good. For their beauty lies in thier designs and they give up theirs to make the work look best ;P Ok I am all exhausted and going into philosiphical mode. For now I enjoy reading your posts, one by one. Again thanks for all who left a mark in the last post and who do so in this one too :P you are awesome!
For now let me leave you with a poem, that stumped me few moments ago. Its writtern by WH Auden and used in the movie " Four Weddings and Funeral". For the records it has nothing to do with my current state of mind, I am fine and very happy doing what I am doing. This is just to share the best words that touched me ;)
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good. - WH AUDEN
Take care
Srivats.
I am doing two semesters together in the college, so multiply assignments, excercises, classes and projects by 2 and you would get a idea of where I am right now ;P But I am enjoying it. I have learnt that there aexists a different kind of love, It has nothing to do with loving another human , its about what you love to do , its so powerful that it will consumes you till the last drop of your blood, thats your destiny, thats your passion and thats what you are here for.
I have cut my hair short so I dont need to comb it everyday LOL, A tshirt and jeans and I am off to college. I also realised why artists dont look good. For their beauty lies in thier designs and they give up theirs to make the work look best ;P Ok I am all exhausted and going into philosiphical mode. For now I enjoy reading your posts, one by one. Again thanks for all who left a mark in the last post and who do so in this one too :P you are awesome!
For now let me leave you with a poem, that stumped me few moments ago. Its writtern by WH Auden and used in the movie " Four Weddings and Funeral". For the records it has nothing to do with my current state of mind, I am fine and very happy doing what I am doing. This is just to share the best words that touched me ;)
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.
Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good. - WH AUDEN
Take care
Srivats.
Comments
I've experienced this many times rather every day!!so I can understand you exactly the way you are feeling!Enjoy and do! that's how you can make life happy!
and i absolutely identify with the part about artists looking the way they do... so do scientists... u should have seen the way i looked while i was studying.. for that matter, even today, i am not very bothered about clothes or looks..have no time for such mundane stuff.. there is so much more to do....
Good to know you are enjoying the 'youth' days all over again..!! All the very best to complete both your semester soon..!!
I had the same kind of enthusiasm when i did my engineering. I was always dreamt to be one, and would learn more and more, try knowing new things around me, it was a very good experience exploring..!!
though with the age my enthusiasm had gone down with my work load..!!
:D
Loving all you do makes it all the more easier and worthwhile.
Thanks for sharing the beautiful poem.
Good Luck :)
Cheers!!
Want (no demand) photo of you with your new look :)
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ippo thaan stupidnu terinjutha:)
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oru kallula 2 maangai ithu thaano:P
All the best Sri and keep writing :)
Hw is Bengaluru treating u?
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paarda pullaiku spirit :) guddu:)
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athuku mottai poda vendiyathu thaana u dont need to comb at all :))))
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kumminaa kooda nandri soluveengala....neenga reba nalalvanga:P
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okay am leaving out:P :)
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okay rituuuuuuuuuuuuuu:) ya gud one 1ly
doing what we love to do is the key, right? all the best!
just take a deep breath n relax... enjoy the day as it comes n focus on ur course..illaina uthai kidaikkum!! :D
take care!! hugss
Lovely poem....switch everyone but YOU off n live!enjoy!!
enjoy the college days and thanks for sharing the poem... its good :) :)
college student aaa? Kalakunga :D
And yes u r right there is a magic in following your dreams, nothing looks forced when u do that :)
Skipped the poem they are just not me :)
Hey, no worries about the story - you have enough stuff already to keep you busy. :)
Nice poem ...which I haven't read before :P
Thanks for your lovely words :P It only makes me more and more humble, I am still trying hard to be the person you guys think I am :P
Am getting back to reading posts, writing and doing some photography! A personal crisis kept me away from these things that I love doing most!
It was nice reading this straight-from-the-heart post :) Two semesters together is one hell of a job! I would go nuts! But yes, nothing is impossible if you love doing it so much. Totally agree with these lines: "its about what you love to do , its so powerful that it will consumes you till the last drop of your blood, thats your destiny, thats your passion and thats what you are here for"
Thanks for sharing your thoughts!
Cheers,
Rashmie