And so I give up

I just realised! Like a bulb above my head

I give up, cant do this anymore,
I cant waste one more hour on this
especially for all the below reasons
For friends who kept calling

For friends who took all the yelling

For blogger friends like Preethe who write mails to encourage.



And for my good friend Vimal who listened to all the complaining
Who said not a word as advice or suggestion the whole evening
But gave me *hug* when I left his place.

And so I give up - I cant afford to be down anymore
p.s: Actually I realised its friday evening ;)

Comments

bittersweet said…
whatever it is that you're going through, I wish you'll get over it soon. take care.
1:34 AM
Preeti Shenoy said…
TGIF TGIF..so happy happy time.
Am sure u'll be fine. :)
Cheers
preeti
4:20 AM
Preethe said…
Have a nice weekend Sri!!!
4:49 PM
sri said…
Hi Mybittersweetlife

Thanks for the comments and wishes :)
11:00 AM
sri said…
@ preeti

Wonderful to see you around. Thanks for coming regularly :)

Yes happy happy time
11:19 AM
sri said…
@ Preethe

Yes had loads for fun and watched couple of movies, waiting for your next post :)
11:19 AM
Charissism said…
hey! stay positive that everything will be okay. =) we're all here for you..just take each day in a week as Friday and you'll be fine..hehehe
3:55 PM
sri said…
@charissism

Thanks, ya I want to take each day as friday, but stupid calender say something else
10:53 AM
Prats said…
Nice Post!!!
11:39 PM
sri said…
@ Prats

Thanks for com(ment)ing :)
12:13 PM
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